uh oh

not too old for this

oh god. i dunno who i am. i need to find out who i am. oh god oh god.

i dunno what i want. i dunno how hard i wanna try

M says there’s no good hiding. but it’s so painful so painful to start questioning. i dun understand how ppl actually grow up without role models in their lives. i dunno how to grow up it’s so painful. the cost is too big. i dunno how this would work but i dun want to hide in my blanket anymore. oh but it’s so painful.

can u promise me it will be beautiful and this would be the best decision i’d ever made in my life?

can u teach my heart to trust that i am beautiful, that i am no failure and there’s no accident?

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